Maybe alot of people won't get this video below, but it resonated with me as I've come to work out my faith. But I think too, it reflects the journey of the church from modernity to post-modernity, or what ever you want to call it. You can become self-absorbed with the church, and the church can be self absorbed with itself. There was a time in which my heart stopped beating. Lifeless, I was in a state of metamorphis, a time of inner transition. It is a journey, and I think many of us go through this phase of working out what faith really is. Jesus said, " unless a kernel of wheat dies, it can not yeild any real growth."